I Did It Again

My Squirting Diaries

Yet another of my adventure in Female Ejaculation.

Last Week I had a marathon masturbation session. It was a rather intense experience, almost like an out of body Experience (OBE) – a bit like astral travel, yet different all at the same time. I squirted again today, but this time there was no Porn, OMG I hear people gasping lol. There was also an entirely different sex toy involved than in my previous squirting experience, this one also involved a double whammy g spot & clitoral Orgasm.

I had been texting -B after telling him of my original squirting experience – I realise He’s now a taken man, but I just can’t help myself. X had been very negative about it when I told him, outraged even. He called me ‘Perverted’, and kept questioning me in what I can only describe as an insulting way, saying things like “What? You were Fucking Yourself for 2 hours?”, “who Fucks themselves for two hours?” “where was Son while your busy fucking yourself?” “Why would you keep fucking your cunt with a glass dildo for 2 hours?”, along with comments like “whatever! I don’t get it” &  “It’s just wrong” said in a very stern snipey through away kind of tone. so I guess I told -B because I needed some kind of positive response.

I guess after those remarks It’s no surprise that the ‘truck stop Hooker’ style sex that was had on Saturday sucked and I never even got close to cumming. also when I made a sexual request I was told that there’s more to life than sex you know.

I let -B read the squirting Post – He was flattered that I had written about how I thought he had the perfect fingers to get a girl to squirt. He also asked me to be careful not to let X hurt me now I’m fucking him full time – well once a week. I told him X couldn’t hurt me – but fuck it his remarks regarding the squirting hurt so much I’m crying just writing them… This was mean to be a hot sexual Post, but it’s turned out Sappy & put me in a fucked up head space. Possibly not helped by the fact that I’ve had 2 hrs sleep in the past 48hrs.

I swear it is -B that causes all this squirting business, he relaxes me and (in-directly) reminds me of what fun I could’ve had with him If I had simply just let go, (I have huge regrets regarding him, but only due to my own inactions) Somehow he has an effect on me that does make me completely let go now. Incredibly weird as previously I acted like a prissy fucking prude, rather than embracing my true self, that inner whore & truly enjoyed the sexual brilliance that he is.

Anyway, enough lamenting on crap i can’t change.

I got my new 6″ bullet Breeze – a nice long thick bullet with great power, and started with my clit. This thing is an oversized bullet & really packs a punch. I am still yet to do further investigations into squirting, but for me it’s about relaxation, sexually stimulating my mind & working the Kegels.

The relaxation part came about quite quickly, and soon I was giving in and handing my body over to its primal urges. My legs widen, opening my pussy as wide as possible and my hips start rocking, & my pelvis starts to grind my clit against the toy. I started out dry, but was soaked before I knew it. With every thrust against the bullet I’d tighten my pc muscles in quick succession, then pause before repeating it over a few times. I experiences a number of small quivering orgasms, with each one, as I tightened & released my pc muscles I’d  do tiny demi squirts. My Underwear was getting soaked!

I feel so open, barren & void, My clit was singing, but my pussy was yearning to feel that void being stuffed full. I was so intensely wet, The bullet slid inside me with ease. It hit right on my G spot and I allowed the vibrations to work a little on it whilst my finger found my clit & I kept on with the intermittent kegels.

I could feel the small gushes of fluid as they ran along the inside of my pussy lips, down onto my thigh, It was as though a tap had been switched on. I Imagined how much some guy would love & appreciate my new ‘skill’ and the orgasm began to build. My G spot was starting to throb, my clit just grinding against my hand, whilst my fingers put more pressure on the bullet. That hand was coated in my juices as they really had begun to flow, my other hand was busy twisting my nipple… and I could feel the orgasm begin to roll in like a thunderstorm in the afternoon of a really hot summer’s day.

Every fibre of me began to tense up, but in a rhythmic way, each pubic push, brought on another, stronger wave of pleasure. I was to the point where I knew I was going to cum, and I didn’t want to waste it, nor let it’s intensity drop. So I went at it hard.

It felt like my clit was hit by a lightning bolt, which then flowed through the rest of my body, then My G spot Joined in. More lightening and thunderclaps as the orgasms from both inside and outside ravaged me as they collided. It was pure ecstasy. I pulled the bullet out to allow my pussy to convulse away to it’s hearts content and put the vibrations back on my clit, Just as my double orgasm hit it’s crescendo.

The Squirting gush truly exploded from me, sending my entire body into spasm. It was even better this second time. Possibly the most Intense orgasm I’ve ever had, and from dry start to soaking wet finish took less than 15 minutes!!

I’m going to do some fact finding research so I can provide you with more information regarding what’s happening when a Woman ejaculates, or squirts as I would love to teach you all to do it. It is sublime and ecstatic, almost tantric even. Once I do some reading I think I’ll be able to explain it a little better. I just wish I could’ve discovered this a month ago. Im sure -B would’ve loved it… although Im sure he’s seen it all before!

I’m also Proud of myself for finally writing a true post, one with simply words, without links or other superfluous crap.

All I need to do now is repeat this experience as often as possible & find me a replacement for -B, one who’s into squirting and possibly water sports, Might also see how much squirted in Panties go for. This could supplement my earnings in a great & very fun way!!

Violetxx

Review Don Wands Curved Purple Swirl Glass dildo

Curved Purple Swirl By Don Wands

Quick Info:

• Made from glass.
• Non Porous.
• Hypo-Allergenic.
• Phthalate Free & 100% body safe.
• Easy to clean, disinfect and sterilise.
• No Batteries Required.
• Suitable for use with both Silicone & Water Based Lubricants.
• And Obviously water-proof!! Nor does it need Batteries
• It Also looks beautiful & can easily & be shared with a partner by simply using a condom. (Or after sterilising)

Packaging & Storage:

The Packaging is super simple hard plastic, the throw away kind…But inside that clear plastic is a lovely soft pink velveteen padded bag to safely store your glass sex toy in to keep it safe from chipping.

Also Included is a sample of ‘Wet’ brand Silicone based lube which is made by ‘StaysWetLonger.com‘ – remember not to mix Silicone lube with silicone toys.

Materials:

Made from borosilicate glass (which is what ‘Pyrex’ is.) which is engineered not to break from thermal shock, it means that you can boil this baby sterile without worrying about the glass cracking.

This also means that warming or cooling this glass wand is super easy to do by simply placing it in cool or warm water.Just be careful not to make it too hot & give yourself a burn. My tip is to test the temperature on the inside of your wrist like you would a babies bottle!

Shape & Size:

It is approx 7.5″ or 19cm’s in length(along the outer-side of the Curve) of which around 6″ /15.5cm is insertable. Girth wise it is approx 3.5″ or 9.5cm around on the shaft, flaring out to 4 1/4″ or 12 cm in circumference at the head. But I’m not a measuring maestro nor a metric to imperial conversion wizard – so please excuse me if my measurements r slightly off by a few mm. (When it America going to get with the metric system?)

It has a flat, slightly flared base which allows it to be stood up all on its own, which is extra cool if you are lucky enough to have the privacy to leave your toys on display. Also as this base is slightly flared it makes a great sex toy for anal play. (If you use a toy without some kind of flared base, or something to hold onto you risk the possibility of it disappearing inside, which leads to the ER and the kind of embarrassing X-Ray images you see floating around the net

The Mushroom Shaped head imitates the head of a man’s penis & is simply Awesome. During use It feels like a real dick, but better because of the hardness of the glass. I can easily feel the head as it slides in and out of me, whilst The Curve of this wand makes that super hard head really hone in on my often elusive g-spot, and feels great when massaged against it.

The swirls that make their way wrapping around the shaft from the base make this an adult toy that truly is ‘Ribbed for her pleasure’. Another benefit of the glass is that the swirling smooth ridges can be easily felt rather than simply being absorbed by the inner walls of your pussy. I don’t know about you, but condoms that are ‘Ribbed for Her Pleasure’ feel the same as regular ones to me.

Clean Up:

The direction that come with this Adult toy simply say to use warm soapy water before & after use. You can also use isopropyl alcohol (isocol) or a 10%bleach solution to sterilise it, however you need to ensure no chemical residue remains. Bleach and your pink bits simply don’t get along very well.

My Experience – The Story:

Simply thinking about the dildo makes my body remember the physical sensation of the mushroom shaped head and the hard ripples as he thrust it in and out of me. It felt sensational. both the head & the ribbed curves remain hard and are felt very easily.

X was home for just one night this past weekend. I had mentioned my parcel of toys had arrived when we spoke over the phone during the week, yet he seemed to show little interest. Which kind of surprised me after his enthusiasm for the We Vibe2. Oh well, I figured it would be Monday soon. Monday’s = seeing ‘the girls’ who take my son for the night, which allows me to be home alone able to play with my self to my hearts content

This is my first ever glass sex toy, I always thought that the hardness of glass wouldn’t feel ‘right’ let alone ‘good’. If like me, you are a little hesitant to try out a toy that doesn’t have that slightly realistic feel & some ‘give’ in the material, I really do recommend you give glass a go. It is obviously a lot different to a real in the flesh cock, but I found that to be quite an enjoyable sensation.

X has always enjoyed using toys on me, inserting objects inside of me turns him on no end, so as soon as he realised there was a glass dildo hiding in the box of sex toys he couldn’t get the packaging open fast enough. He didn’t even care to see how cute the storage pouch looked or how soft the velveteen fabric felt. With me sitting on the end of the bed – attempting to show him the assortment of toys I had collected – he ignored what I had to say. Instead he pushed me back so I was laying on the bed with my feet against his shoulders. It felt a little like being at the gynaecologists. But Purely Pleasurable.

The look on his face told me how much he loved it! I was blown away by the sensation of the ridge like swirl. It sent amazing sensations right through my pelvis. I cannot wait to experience the sensations of the swirls during Anal Play.

He brought me to orgasm rather quickly that evening using only the wand…but the next night … whilst I was alone, now that’s a different story!

Have you read my short post about how this toy made me Squirt? It’s a short post (which I promise to expand Upon) but an almighty feeling. I think I’m becoming addicted to both this toy & the squirting. I completely lost track of time that night and was fucking myself for 2 hours! No worries about a glass toy going soft! nor do you need to worry about flattening batteries. Also the inherit hardness of glass didn’t hurt me in the least, which I would’ve thought would happen after 2hrs of constant use!

The Curved Purple Swirl By Don Wands

Gets 5★★★★★Stars from Me

Conclusion:

I have to say I Think this Toy is Amazing. I think its ability to make me squirt speaks for itself. Plus it is only $24.18 (price current June 10, 2010)  over @ Adult Sex Toys. Honestly I’d pay 5 times that for this wand, & you often do For Glass Sex Toys!Sadly there is not Australian based company I can recommend – However after looking at similar products on oz sites, I can tell you you won’t find anything similar this cheap here – even with factoring in postage – plus NO GST!!

As I’ve said this is my first experience ever with a glass sex toy. I had always thought that the hardness of glass wouldn’t feel ‘right’ let alone feel ‘good’. I shake my head at how wrong I was, I can be so naive at times. If, like me, you are a little hesitant to try out a toy that isn’t ‘lifelike’ or made from the ‘normal’ materials used to make sex toys, I really do recommend you give a glass sex toy a go. It is obviously a lot different to a real, in the flesh cock, but I found that to be an incredibly enjoyable sensation.

However I do doubt that a smooth glass sex toy would cause the same sensations inside me as the ridge like swirls did. I’m now100% sold on Glass sex toys, as they are both visually and physically stimulating. I can’t wait to try a Glass Vibrator so that I can compare the two (Just FYI If you use a vibrating bullet or other vibrator – I used my layaspot – and hold it against the base of the glass the vibrations travel through the glass easily and feel blissful!). I also look forward to getting a stunning looking glass anal plug. If you can make something i artistic and visually appealing as well as sexually pleasing – why not do so.

Now that I have tried Glass I also look forward to experimenting with sex toys made of other materials such as steel, ceramics, stone and wood. Wood? yep Wood. Sex Toys made from trees. – want to know more… keep an eye out for my next quick Post

Keep an eye out for my next review for the Layaspot from the fun factory.

Violetxx

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I Taught Myself A New Trick

How I Discovered I can Squirt!!

There’s been a lot going on, I’ve got the flu and I’m procrastinating on 2 separate, yet almost finished reviews. I’m home alone Monday’s until late on Tuesday, so figured I’d just get myself off. Certainly can’t hurt to use the toys again before I complete the reviews, Right? I certainly need a little relaxation and ‘me’ time.

I’m totally enamoured with assbear.com’s hand picked, full length (this one’s just shy of half an hour), Free Porn Tube Clips and began watching this clip below; Source link:http://www.assbear.com/free/porn/teen-gone-wild

[EDIT] Jan 12 2011 – I’ve chosen to remove the clip as well as the links to it as linking to this style of porn type site and embedding clips can cause your site to be penalised by google and can prevent your domain from getting a page rank – check out some of my posts tagged with blogging for more info on page rank and google. However if you really want to see it just copy the link and paste it into your browser.

To start with I didn’t have the sound on & all of a sudden Im like WTF? Why does she keep jumping off of him? (yes I admit I’m often naive – but mostly just dumb) I was also enamoured with her larger than average clit – or at least much larger than mine.

Then I get a Phone Call, a Text Message, then a few tweets later and my precious Candy (My nickname for my new Layaspot) is forgotten, the porn has been abandoned and I’m out the door to do a bunch of chores. Finally get home.

Finally time to resume Masturbating. OOps I really did forget my ‘Candy’ Layaspot and hadn’t turned her off. Dead Batteries:( Oh Well! So I go grab my new Don Wands Curved Purple Swirl Dildo. Glass is so great, never need dumb assed batteries.

Now I can start paying some attention to the Porn I was watching earlier. . . finally the penny dropped. She’s Jumping off of him cause she’s Squirting!!

I’ve read a few things on squirting,I know what it is, I understand the principles of how it works and the theory of how to ‘teach’ yourself how to do it (actually If I remember correctly most of the articles were about telling men how to get women to squirt – Always thought -B’s fingers would be perfect for it. but as always I digress.)

The curved swirl wand seemed to be the perfect tool to hit that spot, that G-Spot hitting curve and the large head. I also found two spare batteries Under my laptop and fired my Layaspot back up.

I relaxed, I explored myself, I had fun. I really really wanted to cum, but it just wasn’t happening. I’d probably watched that same clip twice by this time; When with the wand inside me pressed against that right spot, the layaspot rested against it sending vibrations through the glass, my finger rubbing my clit and my mind in very naughty dirty places…I felt a gush. a tiny gush, but still a gush. Yet I didn’t believe it. I hadn’t cum, there’s no way that could be even a tiny squirt.

So I kept going, wishing I had a few extra hands, I truly ‘Let go’ of everything. When people say that getting of and having mind blowing Orgasms is in the mind for women – I tend to agree. An earlier, Indirect conversation caused me to let go of everything. I was so into it I didn’t have a single care in the world. I was 100% relaxed and didn’t give a shit about anyone or anything – It was an empowering place to be mentally.

Shortly after I felt another small gush like sensation, then another, and yet another. each slightly bigger than the one before, yet remaining quite small. I wasn’t turning back now. At that moment I probably would’ve fucked anyone that wanted me. I was sot turned on physically that It is beyond compare,whilst my mind was on a wholly separate plane, I didn’t even realise That 2 hours had passed. It felt euphoric, almost like an opiate haze – but that ,may be the cough syrup talking!

I still couldn’t quite believe I was doing it. I just thought I was extra wet and the ‘gush’ sensation was just my juices welling up and then running free… Then I seriously squirted. No fucking Denying it Now. My Undies were soaked beyond saturation, as was my skirt and the doonah I was lying on. All that pent up sexual energy literally burst forth from me.

And before some smart ass pipes up and says, “you just pee’d your pants” shut the fuck up. It wasn’t pee. It’s clear & actually kinda reminded me of amniotic fluid lol.

I’ll do some research and seek out the articles I had read and do a more descriptive post – But I’m just so…. well speechless. But I had to share.

So above mentioned Porn + A Curved Purple Swirl Glass Wand + layaspot + relaxing & finally letting go = Learning to squirt. Well for me at least. I’d love to hear about your experiences, or posts you’ve read about learning to squirt.

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I’m going to catch some well deserved sleep!

Violet xx

P.S Since this Post I did It again, read about it – My Double Orgasm Squirting Post

WTMFI Wednesdays – Week 15

Monogamy Isn’t a Type Of Wood

I know it’s late, but work’s been bat shit crazy lately… So this WTMFI Wednesday post is a week late, But it’s a meme, I’m not going to pass on a sexual meme….so here it is – If you want to take part Just Click on the banner below, the more the merrier!

This Week’s Questions

1. Have you ever cheated on someone? Have you ever been cheated on?
2. Do you think monogamy is really possible?
3. What has your longest relationship been? Were you faithful the entire time?
4. Would you forgive someone who cheated on you?
5. Who is the one celebrity you wouldn’t think twice about cheating on your partner with?

BONUS QUESTION:
Have you ever heard of Cuckoldry? Does it interest you?

This weeks answers:

1.Have you ever cheated on someone? Have you ever been cheated on?

Yes, In some people’s eyes

I’ve also been cheated on at least twice by X.

2.Do you think monogamy is really possible?

I do think Monogamy is possible, However if and when I enter another fully committed relationship I would be happy for it to be an open relationship as I fully support it in theory…The reality may be very different. But if you truly are in love and are having truly amazing sex that you can’t get enough of…Sure I think monogamy is possible.

3.What has your longest relationship been? Were you faithful the entire time?

Longest would be with X, almost 15 years if you don’t count all the times we’ve broken up. No I haven’t always been faithful, but I’ve never slept with anyone else when we have been together – Only when we have been on a legitimate “break” from each other and our relationship

4.Would you forgive someone who cheated on you?

Yes I would and yes I have.I’ve also been forgiven for my carnal sins.

I forgave X for having sex with some random girl in the park across the road from my home whilst I was pregnant. He also visited a brothel a few times and waited years to tell me about it. I was pissed as I had always told him he could fuck who ever he wanted to – as long as he told me about it. The delay in telling me is what pissed me off, as I’m a supporter of open relationships and marriages.

I was also forgiven by a friend when I was the cheetee – I slept with her babies daddy on numerous occasions. I knew they were kinda together and maybe fucking and that they had a baby together (I lived with my friend and her daughter). I was 15 he was 21. Luckily for both me and her she forgave me and tossed him, she’s now very very happily married with a few more great kids with her husband. I’ll never forget that she forgave me for that fuck up!

5.Who is the one celebrity you wouldn’t think twice about cheating on your partner with?

If Anyone saw my TMI Tuesdays Post, you would know my automatic response is of course, Dave Grohl. The hottest of the hottest!

BONUS QUESTION:

Have you ever heard of Cuckoldry? Does it interest you?

The normal definition of a cuckold is a married man whose wife cheats on him with or without his knowledge- wikipedia

I have heard of Cockoldry before and would love to have a partner who was into it. I could have someone to love whilst being able to fuck FWB, all with the added bonus of it turning on my beloved. Considering I’m all for non-monogamous sexual relationships it should be no surprise that I’d be interested in Cukoldry.

Another weeks Way Too Much Fucking Information Wednesday finished… But there will be another in the next 24hrs- considering that this post is a week over due (naughty violet!!)

Violetxx